I caught myself

Sunday, April 16, 2006, 10:22 PM


ranting.

been quite moody lately. lots of issues coming out. i cant seem to get my work done, earn enough money, find enough time for myself.

it ain't easy at all.
really.

been rather upset by some stupid comments.
like what i said last time, it aint easy to take comments joking-ly.
human have feelings, so do i.
so why cant some ppl be more sensetive about what they said.
i know they are joking, but sometimes its so hurting to listen to the jokes.
i'm sure everyone encounter this type of problems before.
although everytime i tried to believe that they are joking, but its hard for me to swollow these comments.
it hurts. seriously. but some ppl just dont undestand that.

i had my fair share of pie. shall not make any stupid remarks that will actually hurt a person.
its time i keep my mouth shut.

i felt that im so in-adaptable in some enviornment nowadays.

how i wish i can go to a plot of land with no buildings around it and just look at the vast blue skies.