i miss stone-ing
i miss my 7610
i miss the clear blue sky
i miss drinking
i miss buying comics
i miss doing stupid stuff
i want to go on a holiday
i need a nice holiday
i need new slippers
i want more clothes
i think i miss u
i think that i've changed
i miss roaming at different parts of singapore
i need to learn driving
i am contented with what i have now
i am contented having lots of friends
i want to learn advance photoshop
i need more money to buy programs
i miss travelling
i want to take more flights
i need 72 hrs per day

the list continue on.

ranting.

been quite moody lately. lots of issues coming out. i cant seem to get my work done, earn enough money, find enough time for myself.

it ain't easy at all.
really.

been rather upset by some stupid comments.
like what i said last time, it aint easy to take comments joking-ly.
human have feelings, so do i.
so why cant some ppl be more sensetive about what they said.
i know they are joking, but sometimes its so hurting to listen to the jokes.
i'm sure everyone encounter this type of problems before.
although everytime i tried to believe that they are joking, but its hard for me to swollow these comments.
it hurts. seriously. but some ppl just dont undestand that.

i had my fair share of pie. shall not make any stupid remarks that will actually hurt a person.
its time i keep my mouth shut.

i felt that im so in-adaptable in some enviornment nowadays.

how i wish i can go to a plot of land with no buildings around it and just look at the vast blue skies.

today was well spent.

meeting with friends that you haven't see them for more then a year is a very warming feeling.
flash backs of secondary school day were in my mind. how much we have grown from all these years.

oh ya!
the new cathy cinema was a grand one! there are even people direct/bring you to your seats. hahah. feel like a important guest.
you all should check it out soon.

this is just a useless post. haha.

its 3.46am in the morning and i've decided to blog! haha

long long walks.

i love long walks.the simplicity of them are somehow so profoundly beautiful.
i love long walks in the daytime; sometimes even when it's scorching.
it's simply nice to look at the things you see that you usually overlook.
i love taking my time. no rush or hurry for tv shows.
soaking in the sun; being blew by the gentle breeze.
we're rushed to the limits. driven by only ourselves.
we are afraid to stop, fearing that things will changed once we stopped.
maybe walking till my shoes wear down then i'll realise that i've been walking too much and too fast.
it pleasures me to walk aimlessly.
thought solitude is best appreciated in my walks.
the right company often evokes the wisest of thoughts and the deepest of emotions.
it often brings you to another world of your own.
some nights the constant rustling seems to follow me.
awakening my senses and worst fears.
yet the end of a walk in the dark are often accompanied by the wildest imaginations.
these walks spell peace in its purest form and breathes new life, even for the briefest moments.

i miss walking aimlessly .



school gonna start soon. thats bad. i began to start enjoying my holidays! freak man.
sometimes i just don't like school that much. it's just feel so uncomfortable for me.
all i do is crap, playing games, surfing net, watching video.
i DIE DIE must buck up on this sem! hope to get higher GPA. my GPA last sem was damn low. dammit.

this week was filled with fighting over the net with the red cross guys.
everyone can guess it la. all of us were playing dota with one another.
crap man. i keep losing. )):


argh. my life is all so boring.
anyone can help me find something meaningful for me to do?
another job will be great la. i need to work to pay for my harddisk and handphone bills.