people, if theres a popup saying to install macromedia flash, pls DO install. so as to see the banner. haha.

sometimes i just think that life is unfair. some people may get all the attention while others were just left on some dark places.

this happen in my work place a few weeks ago. there was this guy who just came to work as a part timer in the restaurant. then somehow my restaurant ah moh like him so much that he raise his pay to 8 bucks per hr. but the problem is he just started working a mth ago and he know nuts. and now he is the asst manager.

grrr.. he still know nuts. HAHA



its not easy to take remarks as jokes. trust me. it isn't easy at all.

need to get back to study. last paper.

Cheers people.

will it be ever be the same again?
things do changed. everyone knows that.
but sometimes somethings we don't wish that will change.

things like age
places
people
friends
feelings
prices of mcdonald
prices of coffee
blah blah blah

thats why i like to take photos, capturing every moment, every thing. only photos doesn't changed. sometimes i just hope that time will freeze at that very moment.

people tend to forget some stuff when they encounter new stuff. like having a new handphone, they will just ignore their old phones. i know they want to treat new stuff like precious, but do they ever think back of the memories that the old stuff gave?

aiya. this is a very usless post la. just saw my nokia 7610 and thought of this. hahaha

anyway. A level results is on this wednesday.


GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!! ((:

i was watching tv instead of studying, and there was this programme in channel 8 thats shows australia life. think back last year, when i went to australia. how i miss that beautiful place.

everyday the sun is good, the people there live a slow life, i doubt we can ever experience that in singapore unless you are damn freaking rich.

Kings park, perth's shopping center, Fast eddy bacon big boy, the ultra big big breakfast in Cappuccino street, fremantle market, the country side lodge, chocolate factory, ice cream, Huge servings of fish & chips.

i really miss those places. how i wish i can go to that place again when im rich. anyone wanna go?? im serious abt this. haha.

big thanks to andy sir who send me to amk mrt on friday 17FEB 2006

things are getting so out of hands now.

i ought to be gun shot. i haven't study for my test tml and yet im here blogging. its 4am in the morning. ARG

i always promise myself to save money, to save money. but in the end i always spend and spend on some stupid shit. sometimes i hate myself for spending so much without knowing. i really don't know what i spend on.

all i know is the i spend alot on comics. haha.

i dont have a gf, i dont go out that much, i dont clothes very often, i dont spurge on food, i dont club that much. i really dont know where the hell all my money went to.
how i wish was a geek, a person who doesn't have so much activities.

i started working since i was sec 2. i was quite shocked when i thought back the experiences of working. facing adults, facing pressure. it was horrible.
if i had start saving since sec 2 and not spending my hong bao money, oh my. i think i will be so rich la.

after sec 4 was the changing point. being robbed, joined red cross, working as a waiter.
it was a huge changing point. seeing all my friends enter JC, poly. i was the only one that retook o level. during that time, i worked all day long. started to have interest in F&B line. It became a routine for me. work, home, work, home.
spending 600bucks on nokia 7610! using my own hard earn money. everyone was scolding me why spend so much on that handphone. till now then i began to think that im very stupid. what to do? haha

sometimes we just had to admit to fate. life isn't as smoothing as some ppl.

i wasn't given a sliver spoon when i was born, but my family isn't poor. its all because my father spend so little amt of money and save the rest for us. my mom was telling me that my dad only spends less then 5bucks per day and yet you(ie ME) spend money like water.

i know its kinda late to start saving. but i shall try.

if anyone saw this post and saw me wasting money, pls remind me to save. i will appreciate it alot. ((:

had steamboat on monday. its my brother birthday. i didn't knew it until i saw a cake. haha.

steamboat was good. had some ppl came over.
hearing the older generation talked about kampong life is so funny.
catching fishes, playing marbles, disturbing ppl when slping, flying kite.
its all childhood memories.

i still remember mine. i had these 2 neighbours. we often play together whenever we have time. play fake cooking, play see-saw, building sand castle, climbing up the playground.
how often we met one another. how we used to disturb one another.

it was fun, but slowly after we moved hse, i lost that kind of fun. it was kinda sad. and i lost contact with one of my childhood friend. her name is cai ling. if anyone got a friend name cai ling who live in marsiling blk 206 last time, pls let me know. haha

ok. back to topic

now its so hard to find childhood memories
look at the children now. they began to study when they are like 4yrs old.
i'm fine with kids studying at such young age, but the parents now the best out of their child.
feeding the child with all the information that the parents want.
its harsh on the kids/child.
they like had to go for so much enrichment class.

can anyone still find sandy playground in neighbour area?
can anyone still go to drains and catch fish, tapoles?
Does kids play marbles now?
Does kids play block catching now?
Does kids still fly kites now?
Does kids catch spiders now?

maybe there are some kids who still do these things now. who knows?
i wish i had more time to do all these things when i was small.

suddenly had some thoughts.

some thoughts that i cant even explain myself.

its so hard to find someone to talk to. someone that will make me talk and i'm willing to open up with.

its time for exams, but i haven't start revising yet. im going to be so dead.

cheers ppl.

PS: march clubbing session. anyone interested?