its 3.46am in the morning and i've decided to blog! haha

long long walks.

i love long walks.the simplicity of them are somehow so profoundly beautiful.
i love long walks in the daytime; sometimes even when it's scorching.
it's simply nice to look at the things you see that you usually overlook.
i love taking my time. no rush or hurry for tv shows.
soaking in the sun; being blew by the gentle breeze.
we're rushed to the limits. driven by only ourselves.
we are afraid to stop, fearing that things will changed once we stopped.
maybe walking till my shoes wear down then i'll realise that i've been walking too much and too fast.
it pleasures me to walk aimlessly.
thought solitude is best appreciated in my walks.
the right company often evokes the wisest of thoughts and the deepest of emotions.
it often brings you to another world of your own.
some nights the constant rustling seems to follow me.
awakening my senses and worst fears.
yet the end of a walk in the dark are often accompanied by the wildest imaginations.
these walks spell peace in its purest form and breathes new life, even for the briefest moments.

i miss walking aimlessly .



school gonna start soon. thats bad. i began to start enjoying my holidays! freak man.
sometimes i just don't like school that much. it's just feel so uncomfortable for me.
all i do is crap, playing games, surfing net, watching video.
i DIE DIE must buck up on this sem! hope to get higher GPA. my GPA last sem was damn low. dammit.

this week was filled with fighting over the net with the red cross guys.
everyone can guess it la. all of us were playing dota with one another.
crap man. i keep losing. )):


argh. my life is all so boring.
anyone can help me find something meaningful for me to do?
another job will be great la. i need to work to pay for my harddisk and handphone bills.