i ought to be gun shot. i haven't study for my test tml and yet im here blogging. its 4am in the morning. ARG

i always promise myself to save money, to save money. but in the end i always spend and spend on some stupid shit. sometimes i hate myself for spending so much without knowing. i really don't know what i spend on.

all i know is the i spend alot on comics. haha.

i dont have a gf, i dont go out that much, i dont clothes very often, i dont spurge on food, i dont club that much. i really dont know where the hell all my money went to.
how i wish was a geek, a person who doesn't have so much activities.

i started working since i was sec 2. i was quite shocked when i thought back the experiences of working. facing adults, facing pressure. it was horrible.
if i had start saving since sec 2 and not spending my hong bao money, oh my. i think i will be so rich la.

after sec 4 was the changing point. being robbed, joined red cross, working as a waiter.
it was a huge changing point. seeing all my friends enter JC, poly. i was the only one that retook o level. during that time, i worked all day long. started to have interest in F&B line. It became a routine for me. work, home, work, home.
spending 600bucks on nokia 7610! using my own hard earn money. everyone was scolding me why spend so much on that handphone. till now then i began to think that im very stupid. what to do? haha

sometimes we just had to admit to fate. life isn't as smoothing as some ppl.

i wasn't given a sliver spoon when i was born, but my family isn't poor. its all because my father spend so little amt of money and save the rest for us. my mom was telling me that my dad only spends less then 5bucks per day and yet you(ie ME) spend money like water.

i know its kinda late to start saving. but i shall try.

if anyone saw this post and saw me wasting money, pls remind me to save. i will appreciate it alot. ((: